Older Now

l
lose
a thread
of mind, find
myself in the midst
of fear, feeling unsure of much.
Who am I? Who will I be? I'm so much older now.
Am I a color without a name, a song with a new tune, or am I only me?
If time would last another round or two I could try
and honor promises we shared
and take a thankful
day to build
a strong
new
me.